Friday, October 14, 2011

what if

I think a lot, like a lot a lot.

Only those who really know me would understand to what extent I work my brain.
Well, maybe there's no one who could tell. Unless you can read people or something :p

But that's what I do. And I don't think of those brilliant stuff like the geniuses do, dissecting machinery parts and figuring out how to invent a new thing or even coming up with new cures for a disease.

I think of things that happened and wished hard I could turn back time to do it better, ever since I was small. Pathetic, I know.

Now, I think of things that could happen..more than ever. I will think..what if this happens to me? What if that...? All sorts of things run through my mind.

And..I have been thinking of this. What if something happens and your loved one could not remember you? That would be devastating, a huge blow. Same goes for the person who forgets. Either way it is a sad story.

Then..I saw this movie trailer at Shazwani's blog, and couldn't help but think more.

It's one of the reasons I'm scared when being a passenger at times, but it's a different story if I'm the one who's driving. Weird.


Marina Monroe said...

Salam cahaya,

Dont think too much resulting worries and stress of no reason, its better to think and plan.

You have long way to go in life..Allah yg menentu segala..berdoa lah..InshaAllah

Syed Azman Syed Ismail (S.A.S.I) said...

Badiah Gonzales~ the things happen if and only if Allah wills. sum more, ingat everythings have it silver linings~ so just chill and BSURSICUB4.. be strong!

cahya indah said...

Having a lot of time on my hands made me this way :p

Auntie Marina: Thank you..I like planning things, maybe that will be more useful :)

Azman: youuu..since when do I have Gonzales as my surname? I know, Allah knows best. Be strong ehh :)